Vivi's Planet

Kiara, as usual, had been sitting in the park reading a book, diary by her side. She had a new book now called Pale Phoenix. She wasn't too into it but she had nothing else to read at the time. Nothing else to do, for that matter.

Luke happened to be at the other side of the park, just walking around and thinking about life...and also about how he was going to approach Kiara. He knew that she'd be here today-- he had talked to her the day before and she had said that she'd probably be at the park the day after. So there Luke was, with a box of chocolates behind his back. A crush? No. Just a friendly gesture. He was aware of how uncomfortable Kiara was around men and he just wanted to show her that, usually, men are harmless.

Glancing at her from across the park, Luke saw her reading her book, a slight smile appearing on his face. Hopefully she won't run away from me... He thought.

Kiara looked up from her dull book for a moment, but just long enought to see Luke walking towards her. She slowly closed her book while still watching him and placed it beside her, on top of her diary. What could he possibly want...?

Once arriving by Kiara's side, Luke presented the chocolates with a grin and a slight wave.
"'Ello, there," he said sweetly. "Chocolates for the lady?"

Kiara stared at the box of chocolates for what seemed like hours before she finally took the box and carefully placed them beside her. Looking back up at Luke, she wore a fake smile and mumbled a thank you, but nothing more.

Luke just sighed and rubbed the back of his head. He finally realized that he wasn't going to get much more than what he had received and decided to just let her be to think.
"Well," he began, "Bye..."

Those two last words lingered for a while, leaving Kiara to just sit there before a familiar a warm feeling overcame her.

Kiara was sitting at the dining room table, which had some mistle toe hung above, inside of Skye's house for a nice, friendly, Christmas dinner. The pair had been friends for almost a year and Kiara was really starting to open up so she was very excited once Skye had invited her over for a holiday dinner.

Skye was back in the kitchen, preparing some turkey, stuffing and mashed potatoes she had grown herself. It had been a while since the both of them had spent a holiday with someone close.

"Almost ready!" shouted Skye from the kitchen. Kiara smiled to herself and wiped invisible crumbs from her pants. Skye walked in a few moments later with a large dish of turkey, a bowl of mashed potatoes and another bowl of stuffing. Kiara smiled at Skye and waited for her to sit down before before tending to her grumbling tummy.

"Wow," said Kiara looking at the food, "this looks great."

Skye sat down beside Kiara and smiled at her before turning away and blushing slightly. She really had begun to like Kiara and was getting curious about if Kiara felt the same way. On the other hand, Kiara grabbed a little bit of food and, once satisfied, took a bite or two before turning to look at Skye while she took her food. Skye felt a pair of eyes on her and turned to look at Kiara with an awkward grin on her face.

"What?" she asked. "Is there something on my face?"

"No," replied Kiara. "I just think you're pretty." She then leaned in to softly kiss the girl beside her who was as red as a tomato. Pulling back, Kiara smiled while Skye just sat there for a moment, thinking about what just happened but not too long afterwards, a large smile spread across her face.

OKAYOKAYOKAY.
Lesse what has happened within two months.

I was grounded for two weeks at the beginning of November; We had our first snow day a few days after I was grounded; I thought I liked a whole bunch of people that I don't(crush like); Blaine is the awesomest guy around; Shaun asked Bevans out; I was getting upset cause I have no idea who I am; I went to a Three Days Grace concert; Somebody called me a slut on my friends site; I'm supposedly in a band; My mom won't let me go to my friends' house anymore even though she could've said no but she said yes anyways; I had a volleyball tournament today-- uber fun; I have no school on Monday; I'm having a sleepover with my friend on Sunday; I'm going swimming with my friends on Monday; I can't wait until X-mas; I'm going to McQueen lake for a camping trip on the 20th with my class.

I'm too lazy to explain everything, so I'll pick out the things I feel like explaining. Blaine is just plain awesome. My friend thinks he likes me(I don't think so..he's just a flirt..like me! =D) and I actually think I like him but I don't know...I can't decide. He's just...huggable.
XD
Yesterday Shaun asked Bevans out and she was all annoyed and stuff because she thought he had said no when he hadn't said anything at all. Now, I know Shaun's my friend and everything I'm an attention whore, especially around the guys, and I just really don't want them to go out cause Bevans is one of the better looking guys in our group and he's just fun to flirt with...and torture >D. Anyways, Shaun said the Lewis said that Bevans said(XDDD) "I like her I just don't know if I should say yes". So now EVERYONE'S confused and wondering whether he means like as a friend or like as a crush.
I'm hoping it's as a friend.
...I'm mean. Why do I have friends?
And I really don't know who I am. I was fighting back tears yesterday talking to my friend because I'm beginning to think that I am a slut and that I am a bitch and that no one likes me. Now, usually I don't let things like that get to me, like when people say stuff like that about me. But when I thought about it, maybe I really am a slut...and a bitch...and no one likes me. I mean, I flirt with the guys so much that I could be a whore and not have to sleep with them(from my perspective, at least), I don't even think about what I say so when I'm mad, what I want to say comes out most of the time and my friends have been ditching me a lot lately.
^^
Of course, I'm fine now. Since I have such a bad memory, I can't hold grudges or stay mad at someone or stay upset about something. I could cry myself to sleep and then by laughing my ass off the next day while being happy and hanging out with my friends.
Bailey is sleeping over on Sunday. I'm really excited. It should be fun because we haven't had a sleepover in a long time. And then she's coming swimming with me on Monday. I'm actually supposed to be going with my Pathfinder group but since it's a free swim, we're allowed to invite friends. So I invited my friends.
=)
Should be veryveryveryveryvery fun.

Anyways, I'm lazy and tired and don't feel like typing.

First and formost-- I AM VERY TIRED.
=D

Our Halloween dance at school was today. It turned out like crap. But considering we made it in basically two days, it actually turned out pretty damn good. Aside from the music since silly Mr. Penner didn't the awesome CD I made and brought.
Hmph.
D:
There was also some drama at the dance. Minor drama, that is. Bevans thought that everybody was mad at him(nobody was mad at him). He thought Carly was mad at him because I let him have a sip of my Powerade but didn't let her have a sip and then I guess Bevans thought that Carly gave him a funny look(false). He also thought Bailey was mad at him because she wanted him to dance with Shaun(will explain about Shaun after) but he didn't want to so he thought Bailey was mad at him(also false) and he was(or seemed like he was) avoiding everybody for basically the whole dance. Now, about Shaun. She didn't know that Bailey and basically everybody else was trying to get Bevans to dance with her and she has a fecking mental crush on him. All night, she herself was trying to get him to dance with her but Bevans didn't want to. No matter how much he tugged and said "no", she wouldn't stop herself from trying to get him onto the dance floor, and I felt really bad. Not her Shaun, but for Bevans.
Shaun needs to realize that guys don't like the whole clingy thing. Especially when they don't like you as more than a friend even the slightest bit. Guys find it rather...creepy. Unless they like you back, NO CLINGY.
D:
Somebody needs to tell her that and I'm so willing to do it.

Anyways, Shaun's having a Halloween party tomorrow at her place and, might I add, she has a huge house. So, she's inviting everybody(everybody as in our whole group of friends) annd we're gonna go crazay. Bevans wont get there until seven, though, cause he has hockey. But I'm sure Shaun'll decide to play spin the bottle as soon as he walks through the door.
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Since I'll be going to her place early to help her set up, I'm gonna talk to her before the party. Who knows what good it'll do considering it's Shaun but it's worth a shot and definitely needs to be brought up whether she likes it or not.
Only problem about her party is that Brandon K will be there and he's madly in love with Bailey and, of course, she feels the complete opposite towards him. We were talking about something and he was like "Oh well, I'll just follow Bailey around the whole time." and I'm like "Dude, you're really creepy" and he is really creepy. He's also a bit of a spaz.
T_T
At the dance he was complaining that Carly was being a bitch just because we weren't allowed on the stage but Carly was on it anyways.
Basically this is what happened:

Brandon: You're not allowed on the stage.
Carly: -semi-snobbytone- Um, yeah I am.

And then for the rest of the dance, Brandon was completely ignoring everyone, avoiding everyone and wouldn't even crack a smile. I went over to him at one point to ask what was wrong and he was all "Carly's being a bitch." so I asked him how so and all that and eventually I said "Stop being such an emo kid. You're taking this way too seriously. Get your ass back out there. This is a dance, not a small get togetheer" and her just stared at me and said "Does it look like I'm joking?" so I kinda just rolled my eyes and walked off, letting him be in his emo corner of woe.

Katie and I got into a "fight" if that's what you want to call it.
I was telling her about my day(which was crappy) and that I was upset because my mom was telling me the other day that she was thinking about moving back down to the coast after grade seven(my response: Um, no) and then Katie flipped out just because she told me to drop the subject(or in a much more simple form: she didn't care) and so I PMed her on EV and she's all "Just leave me alone" and it just turned into her going on about how she can handle her emotions and that I'm too sensitive for her tastes so now she's being a total immature idiot and ignoring me completely. I find it funny how when we get into a fight or she gets made at me for saying something or just plain venting, she goes off and tells anybody who's available. Um, sympathy whore?
I don't even care.
Hell, she's worse than Stephanie.
That just proves that all this bullshit has made me stronger when it comes to dealing with things...certain things, that is.

o.o
Speaking of which, I've beenr really emotional lately.
Like, I cry really easily and stuff.
I'm not PMSing, I swear.

....

So yeah.

I'm going to bed now.
-.-

H'okay.
So.

My dad's fecking retarded.
He was supposed to send me some shirts that I forgot at his house a month ago.
How long ago was it since I saw him? A month and a half. So, since I love him ever so dearly, I'm going to call him eventually and say, "Hey dad, I was just wondering if you could send me those shirts you were supposed to send a month ago and some money." I have a good reason for the money. My mom's broke, and I have not winter jacket or boots.
o.O
-explodes-
Also, I've been trying to call him but I keep getting an operater saying "We're sorry, the person you're calling is currently unavailable. Please try again later." or something like that and it's pissing me off because I can't even get a hold of him.

ANYWHO.
Matt is so cool.
He's so random it's just fecking hilarious.
I was walking down the hall at school and he's just like "Psssst. Pizza sauce."
XD
I think I like him.
Colton's an ass, Bevans is just like Matt except not as random and Nathan is just a retard. My mind is set to "Omg why does it seem like so many guys like me?" so I'm kind of...out of it.
o.o

Girl Guides has started<3.
Yaaaaaaaaaaay.
I just started last week and we're already going camping.
=D
Friday the 13th to Sunday the 15th. We're having a party on the first night...but then during our meeting last week, Kenna asked if she could do a CSI marathon thing...so I don't know whether we're doing the party or the marathon.
o.o
It should be fun though..

I have to get fillings on Tuesday.
Yippee.
>>
Picture day at school is on Friday.
Hooray.
<<

I'm actually doing pretty good in school, so far.
Good test marks and such...oh, but I have to get my mom and my teacher to sign my agenda everyday because I forgot my homework twice. I thought my mom was going to slaughter me but she didn't. ^^ Speaking of which I need her to sign it...But yeah. ^^ My teacher knows I always do my homework...I just forget it sometimes.

I can't think of anything new.
o.o
But I'm really tired.

Night<3

-fallsoffchair-
x_____x

Kay.
Three guys.

Brandyn a.k.a. Bevans(Brandyn Evans=Bevans): Very hyper. Very, very hyper. It's so hilarious. Also random...and hot. He has a girlfriend, though. They've been together for a month or two and haven't even kissed. Also, his girlfriend is fat, she's a whore and she's like four inches taller than him. Total mismatch. She's also a liar. But back to Bevans, he's totally adorable and two of my friends have a crush on him, another just thinks he's hot.

Matt: Oh, god. One word= Random.

Nathan: Eh. This is just barely reaching my confuse-o-metre. I had a crush on this kid in grade four and five. Absolutely adorable but a total tard. Beh.

Point of this entry= VIVI IS TOTALLY LOST......AGAIN.
D:
Helpppppp meeeeeeee.

-sigh-

Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~
-twirls-

H'OKAY.
SO.

Tomorrow(which is Friday and the first day of September, for the dull) I get to go to Carly's(my most recent bestfriend) cabin with her. Her dad's supposed to pick me up sometime(don't know when...my mom's supposed to call him and she hasn't yet) tomorrow and then we're(her dad and I) going to pick up Carly(because today she's going to little Shuswap and I couldn't come with her so her dad's picking me up tomorrow when he needs to pick up Carly to go to big Shuswap) and then we're going to her cabin, which is, like I said, on the big Shuswap Lake. So I'm really excited because she's always telling me how pretty much all of her friends have been there and I'm the only one who hasn't.
Haha.
Now I'm not.
XD

Steph and I are talking again.
^^
Yeah. That chick that lied to me. I'm talking to her again.
But now at least I know that if she does that to me again, it won't hurt me.
Anyways, she signed on on MSN so I said hi and asked if she was still not talking to/liking me and then she said that she'd been wanting to call me for a couple of weeks now. Yeah. Okay. I called her later that day and yeah.
We've been wanting to do something this week but her mom is working all week and her dad's away so we probably won't be able to see eachother again before school starts(five more days~) and then the first weekend of school, my mom's boyfriend is coming over so we're hooped that weekend too.
Ooooooooh well..

About the boyfriend thing and my mom~
I've never actually talked about my mom and her love life because there wasn't really anything to tell other than the fact that she used to go over to her ex-boyfriend's house for sex every now and then. And that really pissed me off because I didn't like him at all. Anyways, her friend hooked her up with some guy and they're officially "an item". I haven't met him yet, of course, because he doesn't live here but he's moving down in September. Another reason why I haven't him is because I was away for three weeks with my grandparents. But he's coming up not this weekend but next weekend so I'll get to meet him then. Aparently he likes me already because he's heard me laughing at my mom while she was talking to him.
^^
He seems okay, I guess. I'm more worried about the fact that the wall between my room and my mom's room is about as thick as our huge digital camera.
-cough-

Alsoooooo, my mom got a new job at this pawn shop place called Cash Canada and she has bought wayy too much stuff. I'd say she's bought almost twenty DVD's, two games for the PS2, a gameboy SP and KH(Kingdom Hearts) for it and I think a cd. The point is, she's spending way too much money there. At least it won't be my fault when we end up on the streets. Anyways, she's starting to say that she doesn't like her job. See, a couple days ago she was saying how she loved the people that she worked with. Usually when she says she hates her job, she's including the people. But once again, it won't be my fault when we have no money and she loses her job...again.

Today I have decided to take a nice, long bubble bath for the following reasons:

1) To relax
2) I like bubbles
3) I really need to get clean but I'm taking a shower tomorrow because I won't be able to take a shower for three days
4) Because I can

Did I mention I liked bubbles?
x)

Oh, and in other news, I'm now apart of Amy's family.
I'm the schizophrenic whore that sits outside of her house and humps her dog.
=)
I thought it was a suitable title.

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaanywhooooo~ I'ma go soak up the bubbles~

<333333

So close to the centre, yet so far away.
DX
COME TO ME, DAMN IT.

There's this guy, Chris, who's one of the people I roleplay with. He's a pig so I wasn't planning on adding him to MSN or anything(In his interests thing on the RP site it says he likes girls and enjoys talking to them.....er...creep?) but I did...because no one was online. I was talking to him today and he was saying how he had gotten into a fight at school today with this guy. I basically told him that that was very stupid of him. Then he tells me how he'll probably fight with him again tomorrow. So I've been trying to convince him not to do it, telling him there are bettert ways to destroy somebody without doing it physically.
Anyways, Katie, Peng, him and I were RPing over MSN and he kept powerplaying(little things)and finally just got tired of it and threatened to leave and to fight tomorrow. So I was pissed and told him to stay and not to do it. I opened another IM window(just him) and this is basically what happend (I'm //<3 Vivi...he's the other...thing):

[02:58:03 PM] //<3 Vivi:. : T_T
[02:58:05 PM] //<3 Vivi:. : I'm mad at you.
[02:58:17 PM] ~*Your in my: what now?
[02:58:38 PM] ~*Your in my: i'm not even going to fight, but i had my
reasons to.
[02:58:46 PM] //<3 Vivi:. : Mmmmmmmhm. o.O
[02:59:31 PM] ~*Your in my: fine! you want me gone I'll leave!
[02:59:38 PM] //<3 Vivi:. : I never said that.
[03:01:29 PM] //<3 Vivi:. : It's not like you have any proof that
you're not going to do it.
[03:01:43 PM] //<3 Vivi:. : So technically, it's not like I can
believe you.
[03:02:10 PM] ~*Your in my: i'm not going to do it, i'm not going to
lie to you!
[03:02:31 PM] //<3 Vivi:. : ^^
[03:02:52 PM] ~*Your in my: *hugglesmooch*
[03:04:17 PM] //<3 Vivi:. : -sigh-
[03:04:50 PM] ~*Your in my: if you don't believe me i won't talk to
you......
[03:05:07 PM] //<3 Vivi:. : I never said that!
[03:05:11 PM] //<3 Vivi:. : You can't just assume things.
[03:05:25 PM] ~*Your in my: sorry then! sorry!
[03:05:47 PM] //<3 Vivi:. : Don't be.
[03:06:09 PM] ~*Your in my: well, you make me feel so horrible!
[03:06:27 PM] //<3 Vivi:. : Fine then, [I'm] sorry.
[03:07:03 PM] ~*Your in my: i forgive you love! *kiss*
[03:07:17 PM] //<3 Vivi:. : x.O
[03:08:14 PM] //<3 Vivi:. : I mean, it's your life and if you make
silly choices that's your fault, not mine. If you [want]
to fight with him, then go right ahead. I just think
that'd be a really silly thing to do.
[03:09:14 PM] ~*Your in my: i'm not going to fight love! i changed my
mind because of you! thank you! *kissagain*
[03:11:10 PM] //<3 Vivi:. : o.o Welcome?
[03:11:30 PM] ~*Your in my: i've gotta go, love ya!
[03:11:39 PM] //<3 Vivi:. : ^^ Bye
[03:11:48 PM] ~*Your in my: bye! *kisses*
[03:11:55 PM] //<3 Vivi:. : -waves-

Wtf am I supposed to say to that?
o.o
I'm not even comfortable when he keeps virtually kissing me like that(it's annoying) but seriously?
What.
The hell.
Am I supposed to say to that?

Love you too! -smooch-

DX
Sure it's great that he says he won't lie to me and he changed his mind because of me but 1) I barely even know this guy and 2) he [still] has no proof that he's not lying.
-sigh-
I'm just....at a loss...

I'm going to catch the greyhound tomorrow to go see my grandparents for a couple of weeks.
My dad wanted to take me shopping on his birthday but my mom just told me that I'll be at the lake already.
Oh, well.
Too bad for him.
So I now don't know what's going on with him so I get to go see him next Friday. He also added that I should call Anita(his girlfriend. She's uber nice) whenever I'm bored and she'd come get me and we'd hang out for a while or whatever.
Pfft.
I've got Matt.
xDDD
Oh and almost as soon as I posted my last entry, my grandma called and said that my grandpa was okay.
And also, his heartbeat is a ticking sound because of his mechanical valve.
At dinner(today...I'm still posting this entry as two days ago just this bit is from today) I could hear the ticking. I was like "Is that grandpa ticking?"
IFOUNDANONEE-SAMA
x3333
Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyy.
Chibi-chan.
Sounds like a ninja name.
And I just discovered that I could pronounce Cinnamomea.
=P
Yeah I don't have much to say this entry since I'm posting for two days ago and I think I suffer from minor short term memory loss.
xDD

It's true.
I really really do love life like a fat kid loves cake.
I had fun arguing with a far beyond immature fourteen year old the other day with Jihi. It was rather hilarious.
I slept over at a friends house for two nights. First night was a no-brainer, second night we had to ask and one of out other friends stayed too. We did some prank calls, talked about everything, normal girl stuff. I called Steph while I was there. She was all "I don't want my mom to know I'm talking to you." so I was all "Why?" and she answered with this maybe-lie-maybe-not: "My mom was like 'You've been really happy so far and I don't want you talking to Casey because I don't want you getting depressed again." So by then of course I was mad(but I covered it up with my hyperness< 3) and now I really want to call her back. I've already got what I want to say to her planned out.
"Steph-- I really, really, really, really want to be your friend but I just don't know if a) I can trust you and b) if you still even want to be my friend." <-- I thought that kind of set my point. Cause I mean really, why would you lie to me if you want to be my friend?
>.>
But I have been rather content lately.
I'm on the search for an onee-sama and a grande soeur still but I've been trying to get to know two people so I'll just have to take it from there.
Vivi's going to murder whoever invented growing up :-D causeVivigotherfirstperiodtheotherday.
I talked to my dad last night.
Aparently he's saving up his money to come and spoil me for a few hours.
Mmm.
Great.
He seems to think the money can buy back my love towards him.
Doesn't he realize that every time I say 'I love you, too' I don't even mean it?
Is he seriously that stupid?
Oh and I'm assuming he was reading Matt's conversation with me because 'Matt' asked me if my mom would let me fly down to Vancouver and that they would pay for it. Of course I'm thinking "If you need to 'save up' your money to spoil me, how the hell to you expect to afford a flight for me down to Vancouver?" My mom said no-go figure-cause she really just doesn't like my dad and it literally makes her sick to her stomach when she has to talk to him or the thought of me spending the night with my dad.
I remember the last time he came to spoil me, he asked if I wanted to spend the night. I said no thinking that I wouldn't have a good time.
Yeah-- well I had a great time and Matt is awesome.
So the day he took me shopping, I called my mom later and asked if I could stay the night. She said no because she had no way of contacting me(when I could give her the phone number) and because she had no clue exactly where I was. I started crying-being the sensitive person I am-and then my dad tried to talk to her and threatened to stop sending my mom money-we have issues with money. Or my mom does, rather-but my mom didn't care because it was basically his loss, not ours.
My mom and I had a fight when I got back home-this all happened at my grandparents who live in Maple Ridge. I was there for Christmas so my dad basically took me shopping for a present because he didn't know what to get me. So he gave me one hundred bucks to spend where ever I wanted in the mall-and we were both in tears because I said to my mom "It's like you never let me see him" and that just set her off. I didn't actually mean to say that, but that's what had come out. She left the room crying and came back in along with my grandma.
But anyways, the long and short of it is that my dad isn't there for me and it seems to me like he's trying to buy back the love that I barely even had for him. The love that was there was there when I was young and clueless. I actually cried when he gave us one of his excuses and didn't show up. Now, I really just don't care.
It's not just him-I really do like his girlfriend. She's so nice-it's pretty much his side of the family. As selfish as this sound, I don't think I'd care that much if his whole side of the family just died.
My mom's side, however, is a completely different story that I promise shouldn't be as long as the last.
My grandpa had to go in for heart surgery this past February and he was fine once it was over. Or so I thought-oh the suspense-.
I vowed to myself that the day he got his operation, I'd be crying the whole day. I kept my word but I didn't cry the whole day-- just at school. I started crying in the morning but I refused to tell anyone what was wrong. My head started to hurt from crying so much and I was so tired I could barely stay awake for class. When the recess bell went, I went up to my teacher and asked if I could just go home and sleep because I felt like I wasn't even awake. Instead of going home, I just went into the medical room and slept on the bed for fifteen minutes. To my surprise, I felt better and I was awake for the rest of the day.
I think I overheard my mom say a few months later that he had hit his hand or something on the operation table. So now he has to get surgery on his hand-or he might've already gotten it, I don't know-. I also overheard her saying something like there's a chance he could die.
No matter how many times I ask my mom what's wrong with my grandpa, she won't tell me because she doesn't want me to worry about him. When really, it's just making me worry even more because I don't know. It's obviously more serious than usual if she won't tell me. I always knew that my grandpa worked himself to the core. Making sure he'd get his job done; golfing when he was sore and all that junk.
I've vowed something else now-- if my grandpa does die for the reason that my mom won't tell me, I will never talk to her again.
At least it won't be completely my fault when I lock myself in my room, hide under my bed, sob all day and write depressing things in my diary, only coming out to eat or go to the bathroom. Actually, for all I know, I might not even eat.
x_________x
Maybe all that I've said about what I'll do won't even happen.
But one thing that I said is for sure-- if he does die, I won't ever talk to my mom again.
But that's what friends are for...right?

Camp's tomorrow.
I don't know when I'm leaving though. All I know is that it's tomorrow and that I need to make sure all my crap's together.
^^
My dad didn't show up last weekend so I didn't get to make him buy me cool clothes.
Okay, that makes me sound like a selfish spoiled brat.
>.>
His excuse was that there was something wrong with his girlfriend's car and he didn't trust it on the freeway.
Most people would be all "Aw, I'm sorry D:".
Don't be.
The fact that he didn't show up really doesn't bug me.
At all.
On the other hand, like I said- camp's tomorrow.
We're supposed to do some canoeing(oh joy ;~;) but maybe I won't have to cause I don't have a life jacket.
=D
I won't be back until next Thursday.
The thought of how much rping I'll miss haunts me.
x.x
Hmmm.
Oh, I joined the soeur_system.
^^
Lookin' for an Onee-Sama.
x3
Y'know, I thought the whole idea was a little creepy at first, but I joined...
Steph and I aren't friends anymore.
=]
Well, as far as I know.
I don't think we are.
He was actually on MSN today and usually she'd say hi but I didn't.
It was when I went to finish packing that I should've said "Can you please explain to me what's going on?" but maybe-with my luck-she'll be on tomorrow.
I really don't want to call her.
Really really really don't want to.
But meh.
It'll either work out or it won't.
-shrugs-
Aaaaaaaand yeah.

PEACE< 3

I got my cd yesterday, my party was awesome, I got two really cool shirts and an awesome bathing suit, I'm going to Shuswap with my class on Monday and today is my birthday so I'm probably going out for dinner.
I'M SO FLIPPIN' HAPPY!
Oh&& I got a whole bunch of money.
Emily & Nathan each gave me fifteen, Steph gave me a giftcard but I don't know for how much, Connor gave me a fifteen dollar giftcard for Walmart, my other grandma have me ten bucks and my Opa and Gigi gave me a twenty-five dollar gift card.
I can't wait until I can get up to the mall so I can blow all my money on an awesome pair of jeans
>D
I would probably get some Dorinhas, but they're like eighty-eigth bucks.
If I have enough money, I'll buy them anyways.
=)
IKNOWWHATICANDO!
I'll go to the mall when my dad comes and get him to buy the eighty-eight dollar pants for me.
=)
Then I save about seventy five bucks.
x3
Hehe.
He said he loved me.
0=)
My bathing suit is bright orange, and it's a stringed bikini.
It's crazy.
But it's really cool.
I love it.
And my cd's awesome(of course).
And so are my shirts.

Oohohohooh!
I might be able to get my hair dyed next week!!!
I'm so exited.
^^
I just got and awesome hair cut the other day and my mom's finally giving in and letting me dye my hair.
Well, maybe.
I'm also excited for the year end slideshow on the twenty-nineth.
I think I might actually be in it this year.

Steph(my supposed best friend) lied to me saying that she had to go to Vernon the next day(she was one of the people who were sleeping over at my party and she "couldn't sleepover" because she was "going to Vernon" the day after so she just came for the party part) when she just didn't want to sleepover.
This is the freaking third time she's lied to me about something stupid like this.
Before is was that her mom didn't like when she really just didn't want me over.
Like, wtf?
Why can't you just tell me like a normal person?
T_T
I seriously don't know why I'm still friends with her.
I mean seriously, a good friend wouldn't lie to you about something that stupid.
And whenever I bring it up, she completely denies it.
x.x
God, whatever.

OMG
Janay was so out of it last night before we went to sleep.
It was hilarious.
She was making up a story but she was all tired so her voice was funnny....
She sounded like an old lady.
Anyways,
She kept saying "Two wittle titty tats, sitting on a fensh posht." and for mosquitos it was "mispeedoes" pronounced, My Speedos.
xD
It was so funny.
She made me laugh so hard, I had to pee.
o.o
So I ran out of the tent...
And went pee...
O_O

x3
But Vivi ish vairvair happeh.
Yesh, yesh she is.
=)

I'ma gonna go be bored and happy.

~ Vivi <3

'Tis onleh six days until I get my cd.
WOOHOO!
o.o
Which means seven days until my actual birthday and one day until the MMVA's.
I'm making my cake on Wednesday with my friend.
My cake= from bottom to top-- chocolate cake, chocolate icing, butter pecan cake, chocolate icing with icing all around it too.
-drools-
It's gonna be so good.
It was originally lemon instead of butter pecan but then my mom brought up the fact that butter pecan would be better with chocolate.
She's probably right.
My dad was supposed to come see me but, as predicted, he didn't show up.
So now I have two weeks to throw up.
=)
He's now coming on Canada Day weekend(July 1st) which is right after school's out.
Yeah that's a great way to start off your summer holidays.
x.x
Maybe, if he loves me and misses me as much as he says he does(I swear that's all he can say when he calls me), I could bring a friend.
When he comes, all we're gonna do is go to the mall, buy me whatever I want and then go out for dinner.
So maybe if he loves me so much, he'll understand my pain and let me bring a friend.
=)
Then I shouldn't be too bored..
Unless Matt's coming.
I can deal with him.
I should ask if he's coming the next time my dad calls.
Hmm..
Yes, yes I should.
Pfft, I'd bring a friend and drive him crazy anyways.
Anyways, back to the important stuff.
It's actually supposed to be nice and hot out on Friday(the day of my party) which is good because I was planning on going to the beach for my party.
It's been raining all month so some hot weather should be a relief of some sort.
This week is going to be so stressful.
x.x
For school we've got projects to do, a camping trip to organize and I need to get all my crap together for my party.
-sigh-
It should be interesting.
But hopefully, it'll all be worth it in the end.
Until my dad comes and ruins it all.
T_T
Not cool.
I hope I get abducted by aliens before he can even say hi.
No--
Better yet--
I hope HE gets abducted by aliens.
Heheh.
x3
I can only dream.

-sigh-
So.
As the title says, I think I might just die.
^^
I promised myself that I wouldn't listen to my MP3 player(which includes listening to the songs on the computer too) because I have some AFI(Omg, Davey is the hottest man alive) songs on it and I don't want to get tired of them cause I'm getting the new cd for my birthday.
I've even got a little support group.
^^
Oh&& this has to go on for two whole weeks.
TWOWHOLEFRICKIN'WEEKS!
But, I've made a little plan.

14 = number of days until my birthday.
13 = number of days until my birthday party/when I get my cd
8 = number of days until the MMVA's(I think AFI's performing)
5 = the number of days until my party/cd after those eight days.

So, I've decided to wait eight days...instead of thirteen.
Because thirteen sounds like waayyyyyyyy too long.

I made my little promise yesterday and I think I'm going through music withdrawl already.
x.x

I indeed have a music addiction...

AFI addiction...

Davey Havok addiction >.>

I hate having a crush on a celebrity cause you know their something you'll never have. No matter how much you can look at them without them knowing or caring, I hate it.

Davey looked so hot at the MTV Movie Awards though
x3
With his shparkleh blue eyeshadow.
^^
He has gorgeous eyes...
Enough with my rambling.
x.x

Tata.

I HAVE A FRICKIN CRISIS.
MY MOTHER(a.k.a. Moto-chan) IS A CLEANAHOLIC.
SHE'S EXTREMELY ILL.

{Conversation on MSN}
Moto: I'm going to go clean the kitchen.
Moto: BBL.
Me: o.o
Me: Um
Me: Ew?
Me: ...Fine >.>
Moto: Shaddap! You made all the mess!
Moto: DX
Me: -makes more of a mess by puking on the
floor-
Moto: O_O
Moto: YOU BAD CHICKEN!
Moto: -fwaps-
Me: BAGAWK
Moto: XD!
Moto: See ya.
Me: -fly/fumbles away-


YOUSEETHAT!?
&&Jihi says she likes homework too.
WTF!?
-cries-
What has the world come to?
x(

Salutations, Earthlings.
=3
Zomg
A first entry
=o
-gasp-
Guesswhat
ILOVEMOTO<333333333
=D
I do
It's true.